Friday, August 12, 2011

Upsurge

An ordinary day begins
nothing special
nothing tragic.
             Yet stress builds up:
                         pressure rises up like a wave
                             slamming against me with sudden force.
                                                              Anxiety swirls around me;
                                                                a whirlpool of the unknown.
                                                   Nerves, frayed around the edges,
                                                   threaten to completely unravel.
                                                                          Just one word
                                                                          one thought
                                                                         one look
                                                                 is all it takes
                                                    and I come undone
             carried away by the tide of my emotions
                                             into a perilous sea.

                                                               I kick and flail
                                                                      fighting for control;
                                                                       exhaustion takes over.
                                                                                        Starting to sink
                                                                            I utter a prayer of frustration;
                                                                                            "Jesus help me
                                                                                         I can't go on."
                                                                                Closing my eyes
                                                                              I give way;
                                                                surrender my will.

Slowly, subtly, the churning sea calms
and I float with the current.
Basking in the warmth of Your radiant light
You take my hand and together we walk on the waves.

"When you pass through the water, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you."   Isaiah 43:2

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